Jadi jahat pun susah,jadi jahat lagi la orang tak suka

Penat juga buat baik kat orang ni tapi orang ambik kesempatan atas kebaikan yang kita buat. Aku tak cakap aku ni baik,in fact banyak je benda jahat aku dah buat( but not to mention here lah). Aku dah lama tinggal perangai-perangai tak elok aku tu. Panas baran aku pun aku dah buang jauh-jauh. Tapi aku rasa terkilan (ada jugak la rasa marah) bila orang memperkotak-katikkan aku. "Alaaa buat je la,yin okay punya,dia tak marah pun".
Wei!! Mana kau tahu aku tak marah? Manusia ada batas atau tahap kesabaran dia. Contoh aku bagi pinjam duit atas dasar nak tolong orang sbb orang tu mintak nak pinjam duit. Memang betul aku tak patut mengungkit benda ni. Tapi ada istilah pinjam kan kat situ? Kena pulang balik la kan. Ni bila dah ada duit nak bayar kat aku tiba-tiba pulak cakap "duit kau aku buat beli baju,sorry".... tak ke menyirap aku dengar. Yes aku pun failed jugak dalam bab2 manage duit ni,tapi benda macam ni boleh fikir logik kot.

Berhabuk

Long time no see my blog. Dah bersawang berhabuk dah blog aku ni. Lama gila tak berblogging

SYUKUR

assalamualaikum. Have u ever been in a situation that u feel so down ? if the answer is yes, we are in the same boat. Last week , i felt so down because of my bad performance in study. Calculus ruined my days. I felt so useless when I can't defeat my friends. It is hard for me to accept the fact that i'm not leading anymore. my heart said "Amrin, u have broke your parents heart". My parents always put the high expectations on me. My dad once said " Angah(they called me so), u are my only hope, not your bro or your sis, but YOU ! ". I'm afraid of one day i can't give what they want. So, during the weekend I went to Masjid India to release my stress. maybe Allah has planned something to open my eyes. I met with a handicapped man.- standing with one foot only. yea , this time i felt so thankful to Allah for giving me a healthy body. But i'm so impressed with the guy. Although he is not like normal people, but he don't ask for help or sympathy from people. He stand firmly without any help. "Look at him Amrin, he has strong determination to stand up and walk at the pedestrian". i hereby admit that i'm not as strong as him. Next, i found out that giving sedeqah to needy people also help me to lower my ego. I thought that I'm the one who has big problem, but people around me has the bigger problem. Alhamdulillah, Allah just gave me peace. Now I know how to deal with stress. (photo credit to www.eveandersson.com)

bercelaru

kekadang aku rasa fobia untuk jatuh cinta lagi. Pengalaman dikecewakan seakan-akan telah cukup bagiku. Tapi aku tahu Allah sedang merancang yang terbaik untuk masa depan aku. Aku selalu mengingatkan diriku dengan firman Allah dalam surah Al-baqarah:216 "Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui" sejauh manapun kita menyayangi seseorang, tapi jika Allah mengatakan dia bukan jodoh kita, maka terimalah ia seadanya. Di dalam soal jodoh, jangan letakkan soal rupa paras sebagai perkara utama kerana rupa paras itu tidak kekal. Jika usia tua menjelma, maka kerepot jua. pilihlah pasangan yang memahami dirimu dan boleh menerimamu sedanya. Memetik kata-kata Ustaz Azhar Idrus " dok comey dakpe , buleh tutup lampu". haha. Kata-katanya dalam nada yang begurau begitu bermakna maksudnya. Waakhirul kalam , pilihlah permata yang bersinar dan berharga , bukannya kaca yang bersalut selut lagi kotor. Wallahua'lam

my brother , Allah is always with you

Gaza was bombed few days ago .  let's pray for them . i feel so sad when i watch the situation there.  homeless , sick , tears rundown on their faces . Islam conquered the world before . 2/3 of the world are  ours before . dont u realise that ? we much stronger before. so, why dont just we fight the laknatullah ?



look at the picture below . he is our brother .

syahid mujahid

this is the way how i try to express how i hate zionists

CFSIIUM around and about

why must i keep thinking of her ? 
why must you appear in my dream ?
wake up mohamad amrin hidayat bin abd. karim 
you are not weak as now ,
i believe that u got a powerful strength in your heart ,

if she is meant to be yours , then she is yours